Indonesia is Crying Now

yelyahwilliams Hayley Williams 

 by liv_gunawan

Just woke up to the news about the disasters in Indonesia. Praying hard for all of you today. Keeping you in my thoughts.#GodBlessIndonesia

justinbieber Justin Bieber 

 by liv_gunawan

just found out about the earthquake in Indonesia. everyone please pray for the people there. #prayforindonesia

joejonas joe jonas 

 by liv_gunawan

#prayforindonesia so sad

TomCruise TomCruise.com 

Our hearts go out to the people of Merapi & Jakarta Indonesia http://ping.fm/qnDfC

Well , itu sebagian dari tweets world class celebs berberapa hari terakhir . Yes Guys . Indonesia kena 3  bencana alam  , yes , gw ulangin , 3 bencana alam dalam 1 hari , yaitu 25 Oktober lalu . Dan oleh karena ituu , #prayforindonesia sama #godblessindonesia jadi trending topic di  http://twitter.com . 

 Korban tewas karena Tsunami  di Mentawai sampe 312 orang , berberapa diantaranya masih dicari sampe hari ini . Korban Tewas gara - gara Wedhus Gembel  nya Gunung Merapi  32 orang , including Mbah Maridjan , si juru kunci Gunung Merapi , yang umurnya 83 tahun . Dia rumornya meninggal waktu sujud di rumahnya . Sumpah , gw liat beritanya aja uda miris bgt . Satu dusun udah rata sama tanah . Dari atas sampe bawah , abu semua . Ckck . gw gabisa bayangin , gimana yo kalo Jakarta kena begitu ? Amit amit dah   , wkwk .

 Well guys , mungkin kita gabisa ( dan gamau , mungkin )  terjun ke lapangan buat bantuin doi' yg kena bencana alam . Tapi , at least , kita bisa bantu - bantu mereka yang kena musibah . Nih caranya ;)

1. Ngasi sumbangan semampu kita .  

Silahkan liat cara donasiinya  di link ini ,http://www.pmi.or.id/eng/Default.asp .  

Kita bisa bantu dengan cara nyisihin sebagian uang jajan  , kalo lu bersedia  , Ato cara yahudnya . PERES DOMPET ORTU . *ketawa setan*  yah , pake cara halal lah , or something like that .

2. Sebarin berita ini lewat mading / sms / blog / atau social network lu .

Gw percaya , lu lu pada itu eksis semuaa  *ceilah* , jadi sapa tau , artis internasional atau orang  - orang berduit baca postingan lu , dan tergerak hatinya ( ehem ) untuk nyumbang . who knows , right ? ;)

3. Keep Praying for Them .

Dalam doa , tidak ada yang mustahil *apasihgw* but , it's true , right ? Paling nggak , siapa tau mujizat terjadi , hehe . Nothing impossible , kawan .

Well , that's it kawan . Happy helping and see you guys soon . Ciao ! :)

*NB* ada gambar' evakuasi oleh PMI. enjoyy :D

    

The Story of Us - Taylor Swift .

D                   A                          G
I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
                                        D
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
             A                           G        
People would say, "They're the lucky ones"
D                 A                        G
I used to know my place was a spot next to you
                                            D
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
                           A                       G
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on


A                  Bm
Oh, a simple complication
          D               Asus4
Miscommunications lead to fall out
G
So many things that I wish you knew
A
So many walls up I can't break through


D                Asus4              G
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
                      D
And we're not speaking
                 Asus4             G                               
And I'm dying to know is it killing you
(G)                 
Like it's killing me?
Bm                   A                    D                  
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
                  G                                       
When it all broke down
        Bm                  A                  G                                                 
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now-  Next chapter

                           
A  Bm  Dsus2  G


D                    A                       
How'd we end up this way?
                 G              
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
                       D
And trying to look busy
                      A               G
And you're doing your best to avoid me

D                         A                          G
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
                                            D
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
                  A                               G
But you held your pride like you should have held me


A                           Bm
Oh, we're scared to see the ending
           D                  Asus4
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
G
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
A                     -stop
I've never heard silence quite this loud


D                Asus4              G
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
                      D
And we're not speaking
                 Asus4              G                               
And I'm dying to know is it killing you
(G)                 
Like it's killing me?
Bm                   A                    D                  
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
                  G                                       
When it all broke down
        Bm                  A                  G                                                 
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

A  Bm  Dsus2  G
A  Bm  Dsus2  G


D -once                           G 
    This is looking like a contest
(G)                              
Of who can act like they care less
D                          A              G
But I liked it better when you were on my side
D                             G
The battle's in your hands now
(G)
But I would lay my armor down
   Bm              A                G
If you'd say you'd rather love than fight


G
So many things that you wish I knew
        A                   -stop     
But the story of us might be ending soon


D (2x *fast/stop)                                         
  Now I'm standing alone 
 Asus4 (2x*)       G -once             G
      In a crowded room  and we're not speaking                    
        D        Asus4              G                               
And I'm dying to know is it killing you
                  G                 
Like it's killing me?
Bm                   A                    D                  
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
                  G                                       
When it all broke down
        Bm                                                       
And the story of us 
        A                  G                D  Asus4
Looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, no-----ow
G                        D
   And we're not speaking
                 Asus4              G                              
And I'm dying to know is it killing you
(G)                 
Like it's killing me?
Bm                   A                    D                  
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
                    G                                       
'Cause we're go-ing down
        Bm                  A                  G ...stop
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

The End.

The Biggest Mistake .

When a man lies, he murders some part of the world.  

Rospo Pallenberg and John Boorman, Excalibur, based on Le Morte d'Arthur by Thomas Malory

Because when a man lies , unconsciously , he killed his own heart , and he killed the faith of people who believe him . And now , it happens to me . I've blurred the truth all this time .  Ok , i don't want to cover things up ,  so i'll tell the whole story here . But before I start , I just want to tell you all . I'm not a two - faced girl . I never told anything bad about people behind their back .

Started in the  beginning of  the first semester . 

I have 3 new 'close' friends . We often played together , and share secrets , etc . Well , we played a game called Truth or Dare . The chosen person have to tell their secrets , or  dared to do something  funny . Well , one of my friend , let's call her A , get her turn and she need to tell the truth . Who's her crush in our school ? and she answered , I  have a crush with 'O' .  Well , the deal in this game is , we can't let other people know about the secret of the people that get the turn for 'truth' . And one day , we had a little fight , Because an unimportant problem . Then , we decided to slow down and had some 'peace' .  Then we were friends , like we used to , but we're not too close now .

Then , another problem happens . One of my friend , let 's call her N , ask me about the problem . Well at first , I don't want to tell her  , but she keep asking ,  so I tell the problem . And oops , i tell A's crush to N . It's a BIG MISTAKE .  I thought she know A's crush , but I'm completely wrong . She never know it ! So I tell her to keep this secret between us . And I know , It's  completely a HUGE mistake .

And the big fight come .

Next morning , A and one of my ex - close friend , let's call her T , are quipping  and disparaging me . And Well , I don't realize what happen .  Then  everything come clear . N asked A , " Do you have a crush with 'o' ?" A was shocked , and she asked N , who tells her . N don't want to tell A , but A force her , so she said it was ME  who told her . A was so mad at me . She told her two bestfriends about the problem .  Her two bestfriends is V and T , my ex - close - friends . Of course , they lose their trust in me , then we become 'enemy' , or sort of . Well , I 'm sad , so I told my other bestfriends ,  'L' , 'R' , and 'Y' . Well , I UNINTENTIONALLY ,  I told them the 'different type' of story .  In my story , accidentally , I told N force me to tell her who's  A's crush . of course , my bestfriends thought N was wrong . So they 'defend' me . this is my SECOND MISTAKE .

Then , I don't know how , 'L' speak with  A about this problem , and then she and my other bestfriend , 'S' , defend A and start humiliating me at twitter and facebook .  Then , A and T decide to call me to the counselling room . Then , N and V were called to , as the witness  .  In the counselling room , we had a deal to 'peace' and forgive each other , but later in twitter , the fire start again  .  Then , R and Y think I told lie too , but they don't make me their enemy .  I don't know who the hell start the fire in twitter , but now , V , N ,R , and Y still friends with me , A said ' she  won't forgive me until I changed ' , S and T start to be friends with me . 

Well , the problem is ..

How will A know I've changed , if  She never talk to me . 

I know , trust is just like a mirror . If it breaks , it can't come back .  But I've changed . I 'm sorry . But for me , the chance never come .  I just want peace and chance . Do I need to wait for miracles ? I'm sorry if I've  lied  but trust me , I never mean it . I never mean to hurt your feelings . I'M SO SO SORRY . Give me a chance .  And let me start something new . please. i'm begging now . I never looked for symphaty . I'm not that kind of girl .  I know I was wrong ,  So I admit it . And I 'll change . I don't care if you sick hearing my blab , but this is my confession . Give me a chance , or keep hating me until the rest of your life , is up to you .  But I've realised everything now . and I'm sorry . thakyou .

I'm Back !

sori bru apdett . saya dibanjiri masalah bbrpa hr ni , haha .
ad tmen gw 2 org sumpah bkin keki bgt . pk d twitter nyindir" gw astagaa .
ah tpi biarin lah gw cman mau damai haha .
Ok guys . cukup sudah pengalaman makan ati saya .
Hri ni gw mo ngasi link" website ksayangan gw . hehe .

Let's start the countdown !

!.)Looklet
http://looklet.com/
asli keren bgt ni website . bs desain baju , pk model n' brg"ny kea asli . wiw .jd ngiri ma modelnya gw , haha

2.)Blogthings
http://blogthings.com/
Dsni , bnyak bgt quiz" yg bkin hepi . setiap minggu sllu ad quiz bru . Keren bgt dah .

3.)Axioo
http://axioo.com/
This is the paradise for photography lovers . ini sih kumpulan foto pre-wed orang" , tpi asli keren abis . diambil pk SLR, Lomo , and other stuff . and I Like It !

Well , that's for noww . Keep visiting my blog yaa !
see ya !
*smooch .

Beautiful

Heyya there !
today , i can't write this blogg . so , i just copy paste my favourite song ,
that always inspired me ;] copyright sing365.com

well , there's two version of this song . and i love it ! <3(mmhm hmmm)

and here it is ...




Beautiful
sung by ; Christina Aguilera & glee

(mmm hmm)
(ohh yeah)

(mmaa ahhh)



Everyday is so wonderful, then suddenly,its hard to breath

Now and then I get insecure, from all the pain

I'm so ashamed



I am beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring me down

I am beautiful in every single way

Yes words can't bring me down (ohhh nooo)

So don't you bring me down today



(mmmhmm mmm)



To all your friends you're delirious

So consumed in all your doom.... (oohh mmm)

Trying hard to fill that emptiness,

The pieces gone,left the puzzle undone,

Aint that the way it is?



You are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down (ohhh noo)

you are beautiful in every single way

Yes words can't bring you down (ohhh noo)

So don't you bring me down today



No matter what we do (No matter what we do)

No matter what we say (No matter what we say)

We're the song inside the tune (yeah yeah oh yeaaahhh)

Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go (And everywhere we go)

the sun will always shine (the sun will always always shine....)

And tomorrow we might awake

on the other side



'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say

Yes words won't bring us down (ohhh noo)

we are beautiful in every single way

Yes words can't bring us down (ohhh noo)

So don't you bring me down today



Yeaah eeeeeeee yeaahh eah Dont you bring me down mmmm, today

Sweet Tooth .

heyoo . saya kembali dari perperangan melawan ulangan , meskipun tetap ada peluru ulangan dari guru guru yang menghadang saya . ( ceilah bahasa gww ;] )

dan tentu saja , saya kembali dengan nafsu makan yang sangat besar ( lho ? )
dan ini berhubungan dengan post kali ini .

i have a sweet tooth .
itu artinya  gw punya gigi manis . jadi silakan cicipi gigi saya , rasanya semanis gula .
YA NGGAK LAH YA .

( hehe , sori pake caps lock mamenn ;D )

sweet tooth artinya gw suka makan yang manis manis . mulai dari gulali , lolipop , cookies , sampe permen espresso gw embat . dan dari semua yang telah gw sebutkan tadi , yang paling gw suka adalah Walens choco soes dan beng beng chocolate .
aww i'm just so crazy about it !

tiap hari gw bisa makan smpe sebungkus, kadang nambah . pokoke saya #jadigila .
mama saya marah , papa saya cengo , mbak gw nangis karena diputusin pacarnya .
ok yang terakhir saya sebutkan tidak ada hubungannya dengan semua ini , hehe . itu keisengan saya menggosipkan dia , hihii . namanya gosip , digosok gosok makin sip kan ? hehe

yeah , dan , negatif nya dri smua yang telah gw lakukan inii (tidak termasuk gosip )....
gw MENGGENDUT .
jadi teman teman , dengan berlinang air mata ( apasihh ) saya umumkan bahwa saya harus iet . badan saya menggelembung sekarang . saya serupa ikan buntal . well , ga separah itu sihh .
so , jangan pernah tawarin gw hal" yang mengandung lemak , gula dan sejenisnya .

dan saya peringatkan lagi , JANGAN.
haha . paling kalo lu nekat makanan lu gw embat, wkwk .

and that's my story .
finally guys , gw hanya mau ngucapin happy holiday and keep studying .
see ya next time !

nb : before that , gw mo nunjukkin berberapa 'tersangka' yg bkin gw menggendut :D ini diaa ....

  

menggoda bukan ? makanya itu saya gendut sekarang , hehe .<3

You can Stand Under My Umbrella

heyy guyss
how are youu doin' ?
wish u all well :D

sori lama bru apdett :] ulangan ma tgs skolaa gw numpukk . resek bgt , ga dibolein onlenn jdinya . mkanya itu , blog ini pun 'tidak tersentuh' .haha .

 Judul post kali ini gw ambil dri lagunya Rihanna , Umbrella . uda pada tau dong yaa ? hihii . Kalo gatau , cek aja di youtube .Tapi jangan kesasar sampe ke keong racun .(oke , itu gamungkin banget) .Well , di lagunya , Si Rihanna berbagi payung dengan 'ehem'nya . Tapi kalo di kisah gw kali ini , gw tidak berbagi payung dengan 'ehem' gw , karena gw gapunya 'ehem' .( Maafkan gw kalo setelah baca post ini anda enek sama kata 'ehem' , karena selanjutnya kata 'ehem' akan dipakee untuk menggantikan kata 'pacar' or what-so-ever .) Tapi , gw berbagi payung dengan SAHABAT .

    Pasti uda tau dong ya , artinya Sahabat . Sahabat tuh temen deket , soulmate , teman berbagi keluh kesah ato apapun kata lu lah  . Tapi , yang paling utama , yang bakalan gw kupas abis abisan di post ini , adalah Sahabat itu orang yang selalu ada dan akan menjadi orang pertama yang memberikan pertolongan saat kita butuh .( bahasa gw asoy kan ? hehe)

    Gw sendiri , jujur aja , lebih memilih idup dengan sahabat dibanding dengan 'ehem' , kalo disuruh milih mo idup ma siapa , selain orang tua . Alesannya ? Sahabat gabakal ninggalin kita . Tapi kalo pacar ? maybe . Tinggal bilang aja putus , selesai dah . Kalo sahabat , ga akan pernah kea gtu , gw yakin . dia bakalan setia dampingin kita .apapun yang terjadi .

     Pengalaman kea gtu bru gw alamin seminggu inii . Gw kena masalah trus sminggu nii . di rumah , tukang' yang ngrenov ruma gw tu kea mangkir gajelas . Nyokap gw makan ati , gw yg jdi samsaknya . dikit" marah , dikit" ngamuk . Gw , jujur aje uda gabetah di rumah . pake bokap gw pulangnya malem trus krna kerjaan . gw bner" kesepian bgt . sumpah , gw tu uda kea mati segan hidup ga mau . uda lemess .

      But , God shows his kindness to me . Di sekola , gw dikasi sahabat sahabat yg setia dampingin gw . Dengerin bacotan gw yang gamutu . Nemenin gw . aww .gw bner" terhibur bgt .juga tmen les yg bae" smuaa .( thankss guyss ! ;D) at least , gw msi bisa ketawa dan nglupain masalah d rumaa sjenak .

     Nah , dri cerita gw diatas , gw mo nunjukin , klo sahabat tuh orang yang akan berdiri di sisi kita saat yang lain berpaling . Dia yang akan berbagi payung sama kita waktu hujan deras , saat yang lain udah berteduh di payung masing - masing . dia selalu ada , dia akan selalu bertahan . Gw tuh sangat berterimakasih pada Tuhan uda ngasi gw sahabat' yg bisa ngringanin beban gw , meskipun sebentar doang . I'm just so glad about it :]

       Well , mnurut gw post kali ni uda cukup penuh . Tapi belum cukup penuh untuk bener - bener nunjukkin arti sahabat . Tapi sayangnya , gw ga isa nglanjutin , gara" spacenya gamuat , hehe . Ok , see ya all next time ! xoxo

   "  When the sun shines, we'll shine together  
Told you I'll be here forever  Said I'll always be a friend  Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end  Now that it's raining more than ever  Know that we'll still have each other  You can stand under my Umbrella  You can stand under my umbrella ."
#Umbrella , Rihanna feat Jay-Z

 

    

I Never Told You

imma back guys !

well  , today i'll give you my favorite song of the week :]

it's I Never Told You from  Colbie Cailatt .

it just represent my feelings noww <3 enjoy guys . i got the link , lyrics and pictures :]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YtzsUdSC_I&feature=PlayList&p=290FE61AEEDDB2B8&index=8

I Never Told You

Cobie Cailatt

I miss those blue eyes

how you kiss me at night

i miss the way we sleep

like there's no sunrise
like the taste of your smile
i miss the way we breathe

but i never told you what i should had said
no i never told you, i just held it in

and now, i miss everything about you
i cant believe that i still want you
after all the things we've been through
i miss everything about you, without you ohhhh

i see your blue eyes everytime i close mine
you make it hard to see
where i belong to when i'm not around you
its like im not with me

but i never told you what i should had said
no i never told you, i just held it in

and now, i miss everything about you
i cant believe that i still want you
after all the things we've been through
i miss everything about you, without you ohhhh

but i never told you what i should have said
no i never told you, i just held it in 

and now, i miss everything about you
i cant believe that i still want you
after all the things we've been through
i miss everything about you, without you ohhhh

Love n' Like , according to me

well , i'm back guys . maklum kurang kerjaan , makanya nambah post xP
now , i'll talk about your favorite topic , LOVE .
yes , in indonesian , CINTA.

Cinta adalah sebuah perasaan yang ingin membagi bersama atau sebuah perasaan afeksi terhadap seseorang. Pendapat lainnya, cinta adalah sebuah aksi/kegiatan aktif yang dilakukan manusia terhadap objek lain, berupa pengorbanan diri, empati, perhatian, memberikan kasih sayang, membantu, menuruti perkataan, mengikuti, patuh, dan mau melakukan apapun yang diinginkan objek tersebut


well , setidaknya itu pengertian di wikipedia .


tapi , menurut gw , cinta tuh lebih dari sekedar pengertian itu .
and i'm serious now .


menurut gw , cinta itu kebahagiaan . 
cinta itu berkat .
cinta itu kebersamaan .
cinta itu bukan sekedar ketertarikan .
cinta itu bukan sekedar ngomong doang .
cinta itu kesetiaan dan pengorbanan .


Sekarang sekarang ni , banyak orang yang udah nglupain itu semua . Menurut mereka , cinta tuh cuma sekedar iloveyou , imissyou , ineedyou , dan semacamnyaa . Ada juga sebagian orang yang punya prinsip , cinta itu cuma berarti 'gw suka ma lu karena lu cakep / cantik'  . and you know what ? it's totally a bullshit . Love is more than that . dan pemikiran cetek gitu *jujur aje* buat gw ilfil . dan sori kalo katakata gw ni nancep , gw emang ga bermaksutt buat nyindir .


 Kalo lu cinta sma seseorang , itu berarti lu emang beneran mau ngorbanin hidup lu buat orang itu . Lu juga berani ngabisin seluruh idup lu buat orang itu .Lu berani ngabisin setiap detik lu buat orang itu , seneng maupun sedih . dan lu bakalan setia . itu baru cinta .


 By the wayy , ada tmen gw [ yang katanya ] baru jatuh cinta . dan gw gaperlu kasi tau nmanya . yg pnting , bkn tmn skul gw . rasanya , dy uda tergila - gila ma cowo yg dy 'cintain' nii . saat gw tanya kenapa dy jatuh cinta , dy jawab . " Karena dy cakep n' atletis" . gw langsung cengo .


It's not a reason , girl !


  Itu namanya bukan cinta , mamenn ! itu SUKA . suka tuh bisa dibilang sodara jauhnya cinta . suka cuma bakal bikin lu gila karena orang yang lu suka , tapi gabakal bikin lu rela ngorbanin semuanya . suka tu cepet berubahnya ,  suka tu gak abadi . cinta itu baru abadi . Suka tu palingan cuma karena muka orang yg lu suka cakep , badannya atletis , populer , jago OR , ato that kinda stuff . Tapi , cinta tu ada karena orang itu penting buat lu , karena lu merasa dunia lu ada karena dia Hidup lu ada karena dia .lu jadi pengen bikin orang itu bahagia .pingin nyenengin hati dia . D you get it ?


  Jadi , seperti cerita gw diatas , kalo orang suka sama seseorang , pasti kalo ditanya seseorang kenapa lu jatuh cinta ma dia , pasti dijawabnyaa  "karena dia cakep , cool ,,jago or ". tapi , kalo orang cinta , ditanyain kenapa lu jatuh cinta sama dia ? 


" Karena dia adalah orang yang membuat hidupku berarti."




And that's what love is .


Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.
Peter Ustinov